"Words that live between memory and imagination — written in two languages, felt in one."
A memoir that refuses to stay in one language. Written in the margins between English and Hindi, Khoj mein Khoya is a search for what we are when no one is watching.
The search is not for the answer.
The search is the answer.
खोज ही मंज़िल है।
— Khoj mein Khoya
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"I write because I still haven't found what I'm looking for. And I think that's the point."
I live between languages the same way I live between thoughts — never quite settling, always listening for something just underneath the surface.
I work in the corridors of government research by day. I ride motorcycles on weekends. And somewhere in between, I write books that ask the questions I haven't been able to answer in conversation.
खोज जारी है। The search continues.
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